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Where I've been + harassment + bruxism

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 4, 2016, 3:04 PM


I apologize for the lack of art updates. I wish I could say my new year is off to a good start but it's not. my DA my art tumblr have all screeched to a halt as has my productivity level. I've lost my passion for things I once loved. I thought this was something I could over come with sheer force of will. but it's not quite that simple, If you follow my twitter and my tumblr you already know what I've been plagued by near constant jaw clenching (bruxism) for the last year and when I talked to both my dentist and my doctor about it and they both said the same thing that the bruxism is just a symptom of a deeper underlying problem, I have severe anxiety and depression and was just prescribed my first dose of sertraline and will begin seeing a therapist shortly.

So Hopefully things will be looking up. I've been so quiet because I didn't know how to talk about it, but problems don't ever get solved by NOT talking about them. I have sort of retreated into my shell, lurking on my messengers and being reclusive in general. I don't mean to be, if you see me online feel free to talk to me or message me or e-mail me. I hide if I don't want to talk to anybody, If you see me around I would love to hear from my friends.

I've been trying to cut down on things that stress me out to make the teeth clenching stop, I've been trying to get more sleep, read more books, all that other flowery bullshit that is supposed to be relaxing  but not all of it is in my control, some people feel it necessary to harass me making my jaw clenching worse and my heart palpitations skyrocket.

So art is going to be slow for awhile, while I try to restore balance into my life. I wish I could snap my fingers and everything wold be hunky dory but a chemical imbalance isn't quite so easy to fix. I'll be trying to find work again since the holiday season is over and so is my employment. In the mean time I'll try to work on my art challenges on my art tumblr and putting my portfolio together, you can see those pieces in my scrap section once I begin to upload them but do not hold your breath.


  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Lady Gaga - Reloaded
  • Watching: Regular Show
  • Playing: Bayonatta
  • Drinking: Powerage

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Jessica DeJac
Artist | Student | Digital Art
United States
My name is Jess but many know me by my username Candy2021

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:iconconstantine2005:
Constantine2005 Featured By Owner 5 days ago
CAN we do an arttrade?
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:iconcandy2021:
Candy2021 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student Digital Artist
I'm sorry my art trades are currently closed.
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princesmegancute Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2016  New Deviant
5 seconds hug 
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Celso33 Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2015  Student General Artist
Hii, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!  :dance:

Debra : HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! by Celso33  
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:iconstuffedbellylover:
stuffedbellylover Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2015
Merry Christmas Jessica!

Best wishes and hugs,

Chris
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:iconcandy2021:
Candy2021 Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thank you friend!
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:iconstuffedbellylover:
stuffedbellylover Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2016
You are welcome, Jessica!

All the best and hugs,

Chris
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:iconcandy2021:
Candy2021 Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Student Digital Artist
Thank you!
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spodur Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2015  Student Digital Artist
thank you for the watch <3
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:iconcandy2021:
Candy2021 Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2015  Student Digital Artist
no problem! I enjoy your art!
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KiteBoy1 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hi! How are you doin'? :wave:
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:iconcandy2021:
Candy2021 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2015  Student Digital Artist
I'm good! :)
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Zombimatic Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2015  Professional Filmographer
Just sending a message to give you LOVE
:heart:
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:iconcandy2021:
Candy2021 Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2015  Student Digital Artist
THANK YOU MY PRINCE! love you too! miss you tons! :heart:
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Be-lover228 Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2015
you do got some nice drawing, I like your use of color.
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